Wednesday, April 8, 2015

A new website for APR, and a new poem from me


The American Poetry Review seems like it's been around for my entire life as a poet, and when I went to look up the year of the journal's founding -- 1972 --that turns out be almost true. I finished my first year in college then, dropped out, and moved to Iowa, where I worked in a child care center and wondered what had become of the revolution I'd been expecting,

APR always offered an energizing mix: glamorous or soulful or sometimes honestly artless photos of poets on the big tabloid-style cover, and poems by poets I followed eagerly, and by people I'd never heard of, some of whom i'd come to love and some I'd never hear of again. And columns, and reviews, and letters contentious or laudatory. It made the poetry world feel both larger (look how many of us, how many ads for new books and conferences and MFAs) and encompassable, since you could find out about nearly all of it inside these pages.

And it wasn't just American poetry and poetics. There were steady doses of translations, and un-expected projects like a special section that reprinted the entire text of the 1855 edition of Leaves of Grass in facsimile. That kind of surprise seemed a signature gesture.

I'm only a little embarrassed to admit that I shared what must be a fan-
tasy of many a young poet, the not-quite-imaginable experience of seeing my face on the cover. By the time that did happen, thirty-something years after I first read the magazine, it was a pleasure, but it was no longer my ambition -- which is the ironic way of success: by the time you get something you once wanted, you now want something else. Back in 1972 I wanted to be the sort of poet who'd be featured, but for what kind of poem I truly couldn't have said. Well, good ones, But what would a good poem of mine be like?

So just now something I feel quite honored by has happened. APR has redone their website completely, and the editors have posted a new poem of mine -- one that will be in their May issue,which isn't out yet -- as a kind of headliner on the new site. This pleases me so much because it's a great, perennial magazine, and because it's a poem I didn't know I could write.

My work proceeds from the observed detail of experience, and my method is one of moving from description toward feeling and meaning. But of course sometimes there are things I want to write about which I haven't experienced directly, things I learn about through the news. The disastrous aftermath of Hurricane Katrina, when those who'd crawled for their lives up out of the filthy water onto the bridge were sent back by police with weapons raised. The bit of video that slipped through CNN's filters, a dead Iraqi boy, maybe four years old, in his father's arms, in the rubble of their home.

I think the fact that I'd have to imagine the details isn't so much the problem as received language is. My Katrina and my Iraq come packaged in a vocabulary that is mediated, censored and euphemized,
and the choices seem to either step around that vocabulary altogether (tough when you don't have much other) or to ironize it, which works in a poem whose intent is to critique polit-speak but may be less useful for a poet more interested in the evocation of aspects of human emotional experience than in the critique of official language. This problem often distract me from finding my way into a poem, and a draft may sit a long time, maybe forever, stalled by my inability to find a way in.

I think I have overcome this exactly twice, once in an old poem called "Charlie Howard's Descent,' about a young man murdered in Bangor Maine in the 80s, and in the new poem that APR has posted,
which is called "In Two Seconds," and considers the murder of Tamir Rice last November by the Cleveland police. In both these instances, it was really sheer rage that overcame by reservations, and pushed me  -- gave me an actual shove -- in the direction of finding the sort of personal connection that would allow the poem to be written. In the earlier poem, it's of course my identification with Charlie Howard, my own history of feeling judged, excluded or threatened, that my sexuality needed to be concealed but that I was actually incapable of keeping that aspect of myself hidden away.

The rage that I felt over the police shooting of a 12-year-old boy was tied to the last year's other terrible racist violence, the cumulative weight of that anger and grief. My friends Marie Howe and Tina Chang had organized a reading in Washington Square; they needed, and felt we all needed, poems to strengthen or center us or cry out for us. The looming date of the reading helped, but what made the poem possible was when I saw an extended version of the video of the shooting; the time that passes between the squad car coming to a rest and the officer firing his weapon is clear there, for all to see: two seconds.

All my new, unfinished drafts seem to be about time, and so the notion that this life could be judged, its fate determined, in two seconds struck me to the core. How much had gone into the making of that life, and how much future disappeared with him, collapsing there on the grass? Because the link to my own obsessive territory was so clear there, and my need to speak so strong, the poem came pouring out. Of course there's been a longish process of trimming and fiddling, but that quality of spontaneity, of an outpouring of feeling for Tamir in the moment -- I want my poem to preserve that.

You can read it at http://aprweb.org/issue-index/may-june-2015

9 comments:

Nik said...

This is so useful. I often wonder why political poems seem so tentative and overwrought (if you can be both things at the same time). "Overcoming reservations" is easier when you're talking about birds or pasta but maybe it's the most important thing to do when writing about people. I'll try harder, thanks to this.

Tom Raymond said...

I can't find it, Mark. What am I not doing?

Mark Doty said...

Tom, sorry about that! I had to fiddle with the link to get it to take you to the American Poetry Review and not Alabama Public Radio!

Tom Raymond said...

Thanks, Mark. "If this is no poem then…" Oh, but it is. A beautiful one, and a stark one. I love your work. Thanks for sharing this.

ann magee said...

A friend recently shared "In Two Seconds" during our Geraldine Dodge session last week. I was transfixed at how you captured the layers of enormity of the event. I, too, have been compelled to write about the recent events in the news. Thank you for sharing this powerful piece of writing. I have been a fan for many years. Your poem, "A green Crab's Shell" has been a favorite for a long time--it is always one I share in the spring Geraldine Dodge sessions I attend every year! Ann Magee

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John Fullinwider said...

I haven't read APR in years, but I bought the current issue when I saw this poem on the back page. In Dallas this week we had an UN-dedication of the statue of Robert E. Lee in one of our city's major parks. We covered the pedestal with big posters of Denmark Vesey and Harriet Tubman and other freedom fighters, and for the re-dedication we read Langston Hughes's poem, Let America Be America Again. You would have enjoyed it in the way that your elegy grabbed me, the way only a poem can. Thanks.

Kevin Dublin said...

For so many reasons, Mr. Mark Doty, thank you.

Jennefer Neely said...

If ever there was a perfect visualization of emotions through words alone, this would be just that. For a mother's loss of such innocence to be embraced through a single page of words is a masterpiece. This poem captures a soul that "could have been" with little effort, through the mother's eyes and heart. It makes you rethink the unthinkable. Beautiful yet sad.

Jennefer Neely @ Plastic Otter